Lent: 40 days of preparation.

February 22 marks Ash Wednesday, and the beginning of a new season in the church year.  As in Advent, when we anticipate the birth of our savior, it is in Lent when we anticipate His death and resurrection.  This penitential season of the church year helps us prepare our hearts, minds, and bodies for the solemnity of holy week, and the celebrations of Easter.  But we must not skip to the end.  Truly the joyful celebrations of Easter are magnified when we take the time to wait; to plead and lament; to suffer as we identify with Jesus’ own suffering.  George Herbert states the question rhetorically in his poem “the Thanksgiving”

O king of grief! (a title strange, yet true,
     To thee of all kings only due)
O King of wounds! how shall I grieve for thee,
     Who in all grief preventest me ?
Shall I weep blood ? why, thou hast wept such store,
     That all thy body was one door.
Shall I be scourged, flouted, boxed, sold ?
     ‘Tis but to tell the tale is told.
My God, my God, why dost thou part from me ?
     Was such a grief as cannot be.
Shall I then sing, skipping, thy doleful story,
     And side with thy triumphant glory ?
George Herbert, The Thanksgiving (excerpt)
 

The church should respond with a vehement NO! to his final question.  We seek to acknowledge the entirety of the Christian experience: a continual motion from grief to joy, from anticipation to fulfillment, from death to resurrection.  In our weekly services we will participate in and practice this motion as one body.  We will provide a space for corporate confession and lament, which ultimately leads us to joy and celebration in Christ.

But lent is also a time for individual devotion.  It is for that reason that many Christians take up or increase devotional practices during lent.  The traditional triad of the church during lent is “prayer – fasting – charity.”  In the scriptures, the three are always inextricably linked.  While fasting from certain foods is a common Lenten practice, consider what else we can sacrifice for 40 days in devotion to God.

  • Get up 20 minutes earlier to spend more time with the scriptures
  • Fast from internet/social media (facebook, blogs, online news)
  • Turn off the car stereo and spend that time talking to God
  • Replace TV with time to pray with your family.
  • Eat out less and give the money saved to charity

These are just a few ways we can offer our time and resources to God’s kingdom.  But it is more than simply making a sacrifice.  With each sacrifice we are left with a void in which to place our trust in God, and something tangible to give back to God.  If we eat out less, we don’t simply save the money for ourselves, but give it right back to His kingdom through the church or charity.  If we fast from TV or social media, we give that time to God in prayer or studying the Bible.

As we prepare for Easter celebrations, let us encourage one another during the next 40 days in our individual practices of penitence, prayer, fasting, and charity, all for the Glory of God.

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Hymnsing? How about Hymnathon!

We’re hosting a hymn sing at TCC next Saturday. Coincidentally, there’s a crazy thing happening across the pond at the very same time.

http://www.smaaa.org.uk/news_events/Hymnathon.html

They’re singing the entirety of the New English Hymnal, which will last approx 30 hrs. Phew! You can sponsor a hymn…and the winning hymn gets sung at the grand finale! Maybe I should have monetized the requests at TCC….

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Reflections on the Christmas Season

(originally written for a church newsletter at TCC, it never got published there.  I’ll do my own publishing here.) 

Reflections on the Christmas Season 

Taste and see that the LORD is good;
blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.
- Psalm 34:8

It’s Saturday after Thanksgiving. With groggy eyes and empty stomachs we pile into the family car and makes our trek over the verdant Santa Cruz Mountains to the foggy California coast. Here we pick out and chop down our Christmas tree. Like every year, my mom packs the family a picnic lunch, my dad complains about the hassle, and my sister and I get carsick. We just want to know what time we’ll be back to see our respective significant others. When we arrive our shoes get stuck in the mud and our coats soak up

(sorry Sarah)

My sister likes this one...

the smell of smoke from the roaring camp fire. Then we spend the next 2 hours arguing over which tree is the best one. “This one has more room for ornaments”, my mom cajoles, “This one is perfect!” insists my sister. We all join in on our prideful quest for the honor of finding the family tree. When three of us finally concede, we chop down the winning tree, cart it back home and then my sister and I dash away while my mom and dad take care of actually setting it up. Sounds wonderful? It is.

This year, with my sister studying abroad in Hong Kong, and yours truly at work and school in Boston, our family ritual is no longer. This year, my mom and dad peacefully made the drive without complaint and picked out a tree with little dispute. This year it was up in our home, star-topped and ornamented, before the kids even got home.

When I asked my mom about the tree excursion this year she exclaimed, “it was so much easier!” Which finally made me realize: it is not about the tree of course, but about my family coming together through a common task. Sure we fight about it, sure we get carsick and a little dirty, but would I trade it for a 10-minute trip to the grocery store parking lot? Absolutely not.

And if you haven’t picked up on the allegory yet, it’s like that with our church family. Like any family we can be dysfunctional at times. We fight about things and don’t always get our way, but would I trade it for a homogeneous group that thinks exactly alike? Never. The reason we have and will continue to have disputes over musical styles, preaching styles, church decorations, or any other decision to make is quite simply because we are a family. It’s what families do (and we do it really well!).

I like the term ‘growing pains’. The more I learn about the history of TCC, the more I realize that we have experienced significant growing pains. Our tensions and disagreements are evidence that we are living in a community of diversity. With more and more young families joining our church every week, the more stress is put on our volunteer staff. With more older members returning to our midst, the more we’ll want to sing the songs they know and cherish. With a greater cultural and generational diversity of people attending on any given Sunday, the wider the range of musical tastes to experience and share. It won’t always be what we individually want, but that’s not what it’s about. That’s not what we’re about.

So whether the Christmas season was met with joy and happiness, or turmoil and stress, remember that we can come together as members of one imperfect family, and God our Father is smiling down upon us, patiently perfecting us more and more every day. Alleluia!

When in our music, God is glorified
Words by Fred Pratt Green
© 1972 by Hope Publishing Co.

When in our music God is glorified,
and adoration leaves no room for pride,
it is as though the whole creation cried
Alleluia!

How often, making music, we have found
a new dimension in the world of sound,
as worship moved us to a more profound
Alleluia!

So has the Church, in liturgy and song,
in faith and love, through centuries of wrong,
borne witness to the truth in every tongue,
Alleluia!

And did not Jesus sing a psalm that night
when utmost evil strove against the Light?
Then let us sing, for whom he won the fight,
Alleluia!

Let every instrument be tuned for praise!
Let all rejoice who have a voice to raise!
And may God give us faith to sing always
Alleluia! Amen.

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xkcd hits the nail on the head every time.  Rollover the image for another ‘nail-on-the-head’ statement.

http://xkcd.com/988/

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Upcoming postings…

I don’t know what I expected.  Being a full time student and a church music director is pretty time consuming.  That being said, I have been wanting to blog so I’ll take a quick 5 minutes (while I procrastinate from prepping a presentation) to jot down a few ideas I’ve had.

Apple Shrine

Apple Shrine

1) A post on the theology of space.  Today the closest thing we have to sacred space is the local apple store [case in point].  Why do our retail stores look like temples and our churches look like theaters?

2) A post on the unapologetic attack on religion in the new Jay-Z/Kanye West album, Watch the Throne.  Their lyrics are surprisingly complex.  The title of one track, “No Church in the

watch the throne

Watch the Throne - Jay Z / Kanye West

Wild” likely bears connection to Shakespeare’s “Julias Cesar”

“Most-anticipated track from Watch The Throne.. the title indicates an existential renunciation of organized religious worship”

From rapgenius.com

There are references to Socrates, Plato, Shakespeare, church history, and of course literal and symbolic references to their opulent lives as rap stars.  I’ll leave you with a couple of lines without interpretation at the moment.  Hopefully a post (or maybe a paper!) to come…

“Tears on the mausoleum floor, blood stains the Colosseum doors
Lies on the lips of priests, Thanksgiving disguised as a feast”

“I live by you, desire
I stand by you, walk through the fire
Your love is my scripture
Let me into your encryption”

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A Theology of Worship

Recently I had the opportunity to play tour guide at Park Street Church – the third stop on Boston’s historic freedom trail.  I had a blast scouring the archives for interesting photographs, letters, and documents from the churches’ 202-year history.  Through this I learned a great deal about the religious culture of early 19th century New England, and the history of this particular Evangelical landmark.  One thing that struck me from the first week to the last as tour guide were the varying amounts of engagement from tourists.  Many of the ~1500 daily tourists that came through our doors were on a mission.  They wanted to “do.”  Perhaps you have seen these tourists before.  They wanted to check off stop #3 on their list, snap some photographs for the album, and duck out before we could even ask where they were from.  The minority approach was the more compelling.  These tourists would walk slower, stay longer, and ask intriguing questions.  In asking questions, we exchanged ideas and learned of each other’s sacred stories; thoughts on God as expressed through beauty, architecture, stained glass, and music.

Now who was the better tourist?  If we judge by how many sites visited, or how many pictures taken, then surely the former wins.  But if we judge by how knowledge was deepened, or how relationships were formed, then the latter made the lasting impression.

This is just how we can approach worship.  We can be spectators.  We can check off the actions, sing the songs, and go through the motions.  Or, we can dive in with all our hearts, souls, and minds and live at full-stretch[1] before God.  Tim Keller describes worship as the act of ascribing ultimate value to something in a way that engages your entire being: mind, will, and emotions[2].  When we sing together, we chew on the text and wrestle with the poetry.  When we hear scripture, we digest it and meditate on it corporately.  When we are lead in prayer, we pray actively with the leader (and might even add an amen!).  When we hear poetry, drama, music, experience other forms of art, we prepare by asking: how might this art deepen my understanding of the gospel?  And let us not forget, we share!  Communion is at its essence something shared, so let us be bold to tell one another the amazing things God has done, is doing, and will continue to do in our lives – living in and embracing the tension between the “already” and the “not-yet”.  Profoundly eschatological (our longing for “Your kingdom come”) and infinitely hopeful is the gospel of our Lord!

~~~

            A fundamental part of organizing congregational worship is to hold certain necessary tensions in balance.  Because of this bi-polar nature of worship, it is to be expected that disagreements will arise.  Consider the following dialectical tensions:

 

1)   Balance between the glorification of God and edification of His people

2)   Balance between the corporeal and the spiritual

3)   Balance between the emotional and the intellectual

4)   Balance between the church past and the church present

5)   Balance between being relevant and counter-cultural[3]

6)   Balance between a local community and global community

 

And this list could go on.  With so many layers of worship, we can expect opinions to differ.  Each of us will have a different opinion on where the church should stand on each perspective.

In John 17, Jesus says much more then “the world will know you are Christians by your love.”  He links the visible unity of his followers with the world’s perception of himself (John 17:21-23).  In other words, if the church visibly demonstrates real unity (love and togetherness that transcends serious differences) then the world will have an easier time believing that Jesus really was God, and that his blood really HAS made his followers one.  On the other hand, if Christians do not visibly demonstrate the unity that God has given them, non-Christians will find it difficult to believe that Jesus was from God. His identity will seem implausible to the world if there is no visible fruit among his followers.  People will look at our behavior and be encouraged either towards the right or the wrong doctrinal position.  What a scary responsibility!

Differences in musical preference present us with an opportunity to demonstrate unity in the church (along with differences like race, age, gender, class etc.).  Music presents us with an opportunity to love our brothers and sisters by attempting to appreciate AND participate in their particular ways of relating to God, which may differ from our own.  Isn’t it a good thing to rejoice in the fact that someone else is worshipping God in spirit and in truth – even if we would do it differently?  There is even a chance that we might begin to worship God in a new way ourselves!

Another opportunity presented by different musical tastes lies in being a counter-cultural witness to the world.  This might be the kind of thing Jesus is getting at in John 17.  We have an opportunity to present a refreshingly different picture of what community can be to the world.  Our culture tells us that people only really relate to others who are just like themselves. That is what most people expect to find when they walk into the church; old people only talking to old people, young people talking to young people etc….  Sadly, this is what most people will find in most churches (age segregation is just one example).  In contrast, the gospel tells us that what believers have in common (the death and resurrection of Christ) is so important that it transcends all the things that can divide us.  If the gospel made Jews and gentiles into one people, than surely musical preference is not a legitimate cause for disunity in the church.  If this is demonstrated, even in small ways (like people being open to the music of another), than Jesus himself will be ‘believable’ to newcomers.  If we actually lived this out, the world would be shocked by AND drawn to the church.

As the saying credited to St. Francis of Assisi goes, “preach the gospel always, use words if necessary.”  Our visible ‘one-ness’ is as important towards spreading the good news as all of the true words we speak.  By embracing these tensions and learning to worship with others unlike you we are proclaiming the upside-down nature of the Gospel.  As a worship planning committee, we seek to keep these tensions in balance, making sure we do not let any one side become an ultimate.

Think back to your last Sunday in worship.  Think about where you stand on these tensions.  What might be left out of your conception of God?  What are your burdens?  What are your joys? How can you use these to encourage the body with?  Think.  Pray.  Worship.

 

TCC Worship Planning Committee

Karen Johnson, Ben Keyes, Adam Kurihara, and Kristin Neprud

September 2011


[1] This term borrowed from liturgical scholar Don Saliers.  For his insights on his theology of worship see: Don Saliers, Worship Come to its Senses (Abingdon Press, 1996)

[2] From a sermon on the theology of worship based on Psalm 95 by Tim Keller, Feb. 8, 2010.

[3] Marva Dawn, Reaching out Without Dumbing Down (Eerdmans Publishing, 1995)

 

(This text appears in “Tidings,” the quarterly newsletter of TCC Wayland)

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Preparing for ministry

Gotta love those puritan architects

After almost a year of job searching and interviews around Boston, I’m excited to begin ministry as minister of worship and music at Trinitarian Congregational Church in Wayland, MA.  Today is my final meeting with the elder board, and if all goes according to plan I should be starting within a few weeks!  In my interviews and meetings, I was initially impressed with the quality of musicians at the church, and the passion from the search committee and pastors in both maintaining the rich protestant heritage of hymns and incorporating new styles of worship.  Like any church, there will be some resistance to change at TCC, but from the feedback I’ve heard when I lead back in July, the congregation is very receptive to developing and maturing their worship in creative ways, both new and old.  I hope that I can hear the many voices of the congregation, and also remember the things I’ve been studying and thinking about for the past few years as I begin forming the services, shaping the liturgy, and teaching the choir and bands how to lead others in worship.  I’m really excited to get my feet wet in real-life church work!  Here are a few things I’m thinking about going into it.  Do let me know if you resonate with any of them in the comments:

1. The Anglican church produces worship materials on their website which will be very helpful in forming liturgies over the year.  In a small footnote at the bottom of one document titled “introductory material” it states: “The social and economic needs of the city do not fit obviously into an annual cycle in the way that the rhythms of the agricultural year do, and the pace of urban change is so rapid that we have not devised a corresponding set of urban liturgies.”  TCC is a relatively ‘low-church’ (compared to some churches in New England) in that it does not form its liturgy around the standard church year (besides advent/christmas/holy week/easter).  In this context, what is the place for a yearly liturgical cycle?  Are church seasons worth implementing to give insight into the rhythm of christian life, and if so, are the resonant with 21st century thought?

2. In September the church will be launching a saturday evening service (I’m shooting to call it evensong).  How can we avoid the downfall of discontinuity that affects many churches that offer multiple styles?  How can we maintain an identity as one church, though we offer three separate services?  What can we do as the worship planning team to unify the services and avoid a generational split?  How can we make a parishioners decision to attend one particular service a decision of our devotion to God and not a decision of our consumerist have-it-my-way identity?

3. How can we create a holistic vision for worship and arts, not simply focusing on sunday (or saturday) worship, but to encourage worship in small groups in peoples homes, at other church gatherings and events, and the sharing of our other artistic gifts (visual arts/drama/poetry)

4.  How can we produce music and other arts events that outreach to the community and share the Gospel in new and creative ways with Christians and non believers alike?  A few ideas include: weekly artist gatherings (non-confessional), a prison choir ministry, an advent or christmas concert series.

Let me know your thoughts in the comments!

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